This is the second valentine’s day I am actually conscious of. I never celebrated them and I never do anything. The one time I did, it backfired in my face. But this year, I am so overly conscious of being single. But in a good way :) I am SO FUCKING RIDICULOUSLY HAPPY THAT I AM SINGLE LOL. I don’t know why, I just feel so free and so happy and so ready to do anything. Damn, I...
I hate that I’m so fucking tired, but too lonely and homesick to fall asleep. Sigh.
Shibas: They really don’t give a fuck.
sigh, finally. I am…not celebrating though. I am trying to make a daily planner for when I get back to school. I am a sad person. I guess that says a lot about me and how I’ve changed. Sigh. Whatever, birthdays are stupid anyway.
Here? Lousy. So far, I’m more affected than she is. I damn near cried...– Linus Larabee
After getting out of a relationship, why does everyone seem so unappealing?– Puppet shows are no fun when all you can see are the strings.
dreams are painful because you know you must wake up. they give you the things you want the most, that secret deep desire in you that you didn’t even realize yourself. When I dream, I try everything I can to try to stay asleep and prolong my dreams. Even when I am awake, I force myself back into the dreamy-state of wakefulness in hopes that I will return to what I just felt. But you...
dreamed about SH again I was at a resort and met Connor, who was super attractive, we were strolling around when I saw SH. SH was taking an intensive boxing course and the opponent punched him and broke his ribs and he fell. The instructor yelled at him and forced him to stand, but he was crying out in pain and doubled over. Angered, I managed to make it over there and catch him as he was...